Mixed Feelings

I'm having mixed feelings about going back to Edmonton. I love my school, residence and all my friends there, but it's still not home. Being back in Calgary reminds me of all the things I miss about it. I miss my home, my family, my church and my friends. I also don't feel like I'm ready to get back into the swing of things at school. I'm so ready for Christmas break. Going back also means I have to deal with cleaning out my car and getting the papers etc... in order so that I can sell my car to Stefan. That is going to suck. I just don't feel like doing it yet. Then again, I'll probably never be ready to give up my car.

I'm also really enjoying the quiet time I'm having at home. It's really nice to be able to relax and be by myself.